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♥currently listening to:Mata Ashita by JUJU
♥ weather: sunny but windy
♥ currently drinking: coke zero Photobucket
♥ currently watching: nothing
♥ currently eating subway
♥ currently reading: haven't decided
♥ current mood: angry

Sunday, May 24, 2015


I went to the mall with my co worker to find her boyfriend a gift, We stopped at Ulta where I bought the Rose Gold eyeshadow palette. 

We hit up the  Victoria's Secret 7 for $27 underwear sale.
 I picked up some cute tops at Ross.

I've been very out of it, I honestly have no idea half the time what I'm doing, I feel so much mixed emotions since my mom passed away. The guy I was talking to started acting like a jerk to me. One day he was so sweet and the next he is  being a jerk to me. Sigh My mom was the reason I wasn't running around crazy and now that she is gone I'm doing stupid shit.  I miss her so much.

Thursday, May 21, 2015

I just don't understand! I asked someone how was their day and apparently that turned into bye!! I don't get this shit if that person didn't want to talk to me or just in a bad mood why the fuck even reply? or just say "hey I don't feel like talking"  They don't have to be so rude and make me feel like shit!

Friday, May 15, 2015

Why the hell am I the one chasing after guys that have no interest in me??? I need to stop that before I get hurt again! Why waste my time on someone when I can be doing something productive? Today I will try my hardest to move on and stop chasing after this guy.

Thursday, May 14, 2015

It's raining,I finished drinking my beer and now I'm all depressed! I feel so miserable. It's like if there was a God he is playing a sick joke with me! He took my mom away and I started like this guy that has no interested in me. I want my mom back!!!!I miss her so much! life is so unfair!!

Tuesday, May 12, 2015


I bought a couple of new things on the weekend. I went to Forever 21 to buy earrings since I keep losing mine,  When I went to get my second ear piercing I stopped by a beauty store where I bought

♥Beauty Treats Concealer Palette
♥L.A. Girl Matte Flat Finish Pigment Gloss Secret
♥by apple Super Lash  Mascara Black
♥City Color Shadow Primer

Thursday, May 7, 2015


 I have been hitting up the Target $1 section and have found a lot of cute stationary, 
I also got uni Style Fit Disney Romantic Minnie and Hi Tec C Coleto earth music & ecology

♥ bh cosmetics Galaxy Chic 18 color baked eye shadow palette
♥ Too Faced Hangover Rx Replenishing Face Primer
♥ Hard Candy Sheer Envy Conceal & Corrector Palette Light Medium
♥Flower Beauty Shadow Play Quad Smoke and Mirrors
♥Skin Food Sugar Bloom Shadow Box 
♥Etude House Fantastic Color Eyes Cherry Blossom
♥Etude House Color Eyes Rose Garden
♥ L'oreal Infallible Makeup Extender Setting Spray 
♥ L'oreal Voluminous Miss Manga Rock Mascara
♥Hard Candy Glamoflauge invisible camouflage foundation
♥Hard Candy Fast & Fabulous translucent powder
♥wet n wild 360 plumped up lashes mascara
 ♥wet n wild powder brush  
♥ wet n wild limited edition color icon blush glow trio Sunset Junction
♥L.A, Girl Matte Flat Finish Pigment Gloss Rebel
♥L.A. Girl Matte Flat Finish Pigment Gloss Frisky

♥♥♥ Here are some random pictures from Saturday♥♥♥


Well, my life has changed a lot, My mom passed away about 3 week ago and it has torn me apart, My mom has always been my everything to me. I feel so lost with out her, Even though we got on each others nervous sometimes I love her so much. She was the only person I talked to and was always there to give me a hug even if I deserved it or not, I miss her so much! I honestly don't feel comfortable talking to my family about it and rather be alone or with strangers. The reason I don't want to talk to family is they have really never been there for me in the past and just criticize me so why now are they calling me so much? I have been drinking a lot more, to the point that I pass out. I've been trying to keep busy and went to work the day after my mom passed away because I just need to keep my mind off it, I honestly don't know if it is the right thing but I don't know how else to deal with it. Mother's Day is coming so I will just be visiting my moms grave I really don't feel like going to my sisters house after.

I'll be posting of all my purchases I have made since my last post mostly stationary and make up.

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