four days I haven't heard anything from him. I worry about him even though he says we are just friends I REALLY REALLY like him! I don't know why but when I talk or hang out with him I forget everything for that time i'm with him. I find him so cute,smart, and funny. sigh we can't be anything more then friends and it hurts, I guess it is for the best that he is ignoring me.

How I feel right now.

Christmas Gifts and other purchases

I bought the Benefit Cheeky Sweet Spot

Anastasia Beverly Hills DipBrow Pomade Soft Brown 

benefit they're real! beyond mascara 

Lorac Mint edition eyeshadow palette 

The Strange Library by Haruki Murakami (This was an easy read and I really enjoyed it)

L.A. Girl Glazed lip paint peony

L.A. Girl Glazed lip paint seduce

L.A. Girl Glazed lip paint pin-up

L.A. Girl Glazed lip paint blushing 

L.A. Girl Glazed lip paint gleam ( seller sent the wrong color)

Lime crime Velvetines Liquid Matte Lipstick in wicked 

My sisters gifted me a really cute cherry blossom tea infuser cup and Chai love you a latte tumbler.

The Hello Kitty 40th Anniversary pop-up Party Palette 20 eyeshadows.

EOS feel good. Do good. set  

Bath & Body Works Pocket Bac no place like Gnome

Bath & Body Works Pocket Bac Ms. Owl Berry Swirl

I bought a couple of songs from JJ Lin new album Genesis. I have Brave New World on repeat.

I couldn't even focus at work today. I just kept  thinking of him for some reason. Nights are the hardest for me. I can't sleep and if I sleep I keep waking up. I drink But it makes me feel sick sometimes I take Sleeping pills But sometimes It doesnt  even work or I just keep waking up. sigh I don't know what to do with myself.

I'm so sad .......  I really messed things up with him. I really like him and I messed it up already......

I'm such a mess! I stopped talking to Gang because I realized he doesn't really give a shit about me. Also my ex has been emailing me trying to get back with me which I find really annoying! I been really down and been hanging out with my ex co-worker. He has been encouraging me to go to school which I am looking into already. I signed up for that Covered California so I get on some medication for my depression. I have been drinking almost everyday and been calling off from work. I have been running more and and eating less.

Empties #3

Bath & Body Works mini candle Sweet Cinnamon Pumpkin - I would repurchase it.

Air Wick National Park Limited Edition Candle Tropical Sunset and Air Wick National Park Limited Edition Candle Glacier Bay - I got these clearance for $1.50 each. I don't think I would repurchase if they are full price although they burned for a long time.

Dollar tree Make up Remover Facial Wipes - Horrible! I will not repurchase! Click Here For My Review

Zuum Cotton Square Pads - I bought these at a local dollar store. I would repurchase but Daiso is closer to my home.

Garnier Nutrisse Ultra Color B3 Golden Brown - This really lighten my dark hair and was true to color. I would repurchase later but I will try Palty hair dye next.

Revlon Beautiful Color Dark Ash blonde- I don't think I will repurchase it since my hair didn't seem to change shades.

Dickinson's Original Witch Hazel -  I really loved this! It took off any dirt my cleanser might have missed.

got2b Smoothing satin drops - O.M.G! This product never seem to end!!!  I would not repurchase because my hair was still a frizzy mess after.

Calgon Hot Date Body wash-  A clearance item I bought super cheap.  It did it's good cleaning but wasn't a fan of the scent. I wouldn't buy at full price.

John Frieda Frizz Ease Daily Nourishment Leave- In Spray - I bought this years ago ! I won't be repurchasing it since I want to try other leave- in conditioners.

Bath & Body Works Twilight Woods Body Lotion-  I wouldn't repurchase this scent.

Avon naturals Strawberry & guava shakes body lotion-  I didn't like the scent,

Mandom Cleansing Express Moist Cleansing Lotion- This is my 2nd bottle I have used and already on my 3rd. 

Ross, Victoria's Secret and Bath & Body Works

你好!  My Victoria's Secret order arrived on Friday night .I bought 3 perfumes since each was on sale for $25. This is my first time trying their perfumes.

SCANDALOUS

Bombshells In Bloom

Victoria

and Since I ordered $75 I received a free tote bag 

After work I went to Ross where I found this 2pc Betsey Johnson blue Bull dog makeup bags, cute Jessica Simpson underwear, Lush blue shirt , New Look black hoodie sweater, and owl Democracy the freedom jeaneration sweater .

Bath & Body works had the 8oz Body creams for $4 each so I picked up Winter Candy Apple, Twisted Peppermint, and  Frosted Wonderland. 

I also  picked up some holiday hand santizers.

who am I?

A while back my brother took one of those DNA ancestry and when he received the results I was surprise! we have the same parents 

so it's the same

12♥2♥14

It's finally raining in Los Angeles! It has been pouring down all day. I was a bit disappointed that the guy that I worked with yesterday wasn't there today he kept me entertained and was interesting. I don't know why but I feel more comfortable talking to guys ever since I was in college. is that weird?? I never noticed it until Gang pointed it out in Beijing. I feel I'm ugly so I hate going to certain places and stores and this is why I do 90% of my shopping online, I honestly hated going shopping in China because I'm fat and ugly. Gang had to force me into some stores.

Anyways, I was given more hours this week so I'm happy about that ^_^ I got Mooncake a new jacket and another bag of food. My co-worker gave me a ride today since of the rain. she is so nice! I got home my sister told me to go buy tortillas so my sneakers were soaking wet when I returned T_T Like 15 minutes later I was told my Aunt had died so now I am depressed... She is the only Aunt from my dads side that I knew.

11♥30♥14

你好吗？I was busy with work  this week because of black friday but my hours are getting cut again! I'm only getting 4 hours each day. Anyways, this weekend has been spent in doors watching 'Sons of Anarchy' which was recommended to me by a co-worker. I'm currently on season 2 and I like it so far.

My brother had an extra new 32 inch Samsung television so he told me to make room for it. I was able to hook up the Google Chromecast since the old television didn't even have a hdmi input.

I also put up my cherry blossom tree lamp now that I am slowly cleaning my room.

I ordered for the first time from Victoria's Secret website. I bought 3 bras hoping these last longer then some of my cheaper bras. I got some cute underwear from another sites.

From Target I got 3 boyfriend cardigans

 Forever 21 a pretty sweater 

Kmart some Disney Mickey Mouse black sweats

I bought the new Maybelline Mascara lash sensational in 01 very black

♥ Biore My Melody Kao cleansing oil

♥ Snoopy Peanuts Kose Softymo Cleansing oil

EOS Rachel Roy LE in Barbados Heat Wildberry, St. Barth's Sunrise Pink Grapefruit, Indian Summer Orange Blossom, Aloha Hawaii Strawberry Kiwi

Well, that is all for now! bye bye!

Revo 2014 Christmas Collection lip balm

Revo 2014 Christmas Collection lip balm

There are six in different flavors and the packaging is metallic. 

♥ Red Metallic- Red Velvet Cupcake 

♥Purple Metallic-  Sweet Sugar Plum

♥Green Metallic- Merry Mocha Mint

♥Blue Metallic- French Vanilla Snowflake

♥Gold Metallic- Gingerbread Latte

♥Silver Metallic- Sugar Cookie 

* Bought with my money*

11❤17❤14

I got my forever 21 order which consists of make up bags and socks,

I found these really cute sweaters.

Ruby Kisses Lip Lacquer in sexy red, bubblegum pink, orange coral, naked nude and true blood

   

Pilot Frixion hello kitty pen and two uni style fit pens Disney editions 

  

I got some more 我的美麗日記 masks .

11♥13♥14

你好! I recently got the Walgreens Revo lip balms that look like the eos ones. The revo have a bigger selection and I couldn't resist the halloween theme ones in candy corn, ghoulish grape, pumpkin spice, black cat cherry, and chocolate mint.

Also, I got the Majolica Majorca cream de cheek in RD 411.

11❤10❤14

I had the worst week ever! I'm still really down and hate everyone right now. I can't trust anyone. I ordered the Lumene Finland  Bright Now Visible 2 in 1 eye cream & concealer from drugstore.com since it was 20% off. I was going to order it from Ulta since they had also a 20% off coupon but their shipping is so slow!!!! 

I got this Profusion Vanity Wallet palette and The Color Workshop eyepad mini palette just to play with. 

Ok, I have to go shower and get ready for bed.

Rite Aid and other random purchases

I was out on Sunday for my laser treatment and my sister told me get her some medicine from Rite Aid. I found they had the eos lip balm sphere in coconut milk and Vanilla Mint so I picked them up. I got the the 2 glitter pumpkin nail polishes and the snowman nail polish in a pastel shimmer green.

I manage to find the cargo Vintage Escape eye palette  I have been eyeing since last year, Bissu professional powder make up in 04 sand and NYX butter Gloss in Red Velvet.

Haul

你好吗？这是今天下雨。

I bought some 我的美麗日記 masks. 我的美麗日記 is one of my favorite brand for facial masks.

I ordered the Too Faced Limited Edition Sugar & Spice Palette from Ulta.com 

Target.com has free shipping on any order so I finally ordered the second season of The Golden Girls.

I got 5 of the Bissu 8 sombras palettes in Tono 9, Tono 1, Tono 5, Tono 3, and Tono 7

Wet n Wild matte lipsticks in Sugar Plum Fairy, Cherry Bomb, and Vamp it Up

NYX round lipstick in Snow White 

baviphat urban Dollkiss i love CC cream and Dollkiss I love tint gloss in 04

I got these random shin ramen socks lol

tiny dollar tree haul

My brother was discharged from the hospital so I ran into Dollar tree to grab a couple of things he needed . I passed the make up section and didn't find anything good. I did pick up these L.A Colors Gloss & Shine 2 pack of lip glosses. I liked the colors so I wanted to try them. I got them in Luscious, stunning, sweet, and smashing.

Rite Aid nail polish haul

I went to visit my brother at the hospital and on the way back I saw a Rite Aid. I wanted to see if they had the Sinful colors Halloween display of course they didn't! I saw wet n wild was 40% off so I picked up some of the nail polishes.  

wet n wild - wild shine protective base coat ( i'm hoping this will help keep my nail polish on longer but I doubt it since of my work)

wet n wild - fergie nail color Hollywood Walk of Fame 

wet n wild - Fergie nail color Tonights gonna be a good night 

wet n wild - Fergie No place like Home

wet n wild - Mega Rocks Glitter nail color waiting for my solo

wet n wild - fergie lipstick in fergie daily 

SinfulShine - with Gel Tech 1225 Wisp

I found this on a top shelf but it wasn't part of the 40% off sale but I still want to try the mascaras

My sister dropped off my birthday present early since she can't make it on Wednesday . She got me the Too Faced Under the Mistletoe La Creme Limited Edition lipstick trio and glitter bag

Nail Polish Haul

I bought these nail polish sets by some brand Bonita. Each set has 6 nail polishes and was marked $3.99 but when the cashier rung me up they were only $1.99. I thought if I don't like them I can give them away. 

Here is the swatch of the purple nail polish. It applied very nice and the color was true to what was in the bottle. It has been 3 days and it hasn't chipped! ( please excuse my hands they are so dry from my job)

I also got some Sinful colors in 1140 ice cream

1106 cinderella

1498 Galax-Sea

and Sinful Shine gel tech in 1338 Mirror Mirror

1237 Amazonian  

Physicans Formula clearance haul

Physicans Formula Shimmer Strips custom eye enhancing eyeliner trio 7375 blue eyes 

Physicans Formula Matte collection eyeshadow 3883 classic nudes 

Physicans Formula  shimmer strips custom eye enhancing  shadow & liner 7869 natural nude eyes $1.14

Physicans Formula BB concealer light/medium 

Revlon Photoready primer + shadow 530 bohemian 

Physicans Formula Baked collection wet/dry eye shadow 3692 baked sands

Physicans Formula Powder Palette Mineral Glow Pearls 7043 bronze pearl

Physicans Formula powder palette muilt-colored pressed powder

Physicans Formula shimmer strips custom bronzer blush & eye shadow 

Physicans Formula Bronze booster Light to Medium 

Physicans Formula Cashmere wear bronzer

The prices ranged from $0.74 to $1.34 on all the items ^^

Clearance Haul #5

Nail Polish 

Revlon Nail Art Moon Candy Nail Enamel in 260 Metor  $0.94

Revlon Nail Art Moon Candy Nail Enamel 320 Monet $0.94

Revlon Nail Art Moon Candy Nail Enamel 370 Jackson Polish $0.94

Revlon Top Speed Nail Enamel 820 Stormy $0.50

Revlon Top Speed Nail Enamel 550 cherry $0.50

Lipsticks

Maybelline Super Stay 14 hr Lipstick 070 enduring ruby $0.89

Maybelline Super Stay 14 hr Lipstick 095 please say plum $0.89

Maybelline Super Stay 14 hr Lipstick 100 wine and forever   $0.89

Concealer

Maybelline Superstay 24Hr correcteur 750 deep beige $ 0.50

Revlon Photoready Concealer 004 medium $1.00

wet n wild Coverall coverstick 804 light/medium $l0.19

wet n wild coverall liquid concealer wand 813a medium $0.39

Eyeshadows

Maybelline  Color Tattoo 20 Painted purple $0.50

Maybelline  Color Tattoo 10 fierce & tangy $0.50

Maybelline  Color Tattoo 50 edgy emerald $0.50

Maybelline  Color Tattoo Metal 55 inked in pink $0.50

Maybelline  Color Tattoo Metal 60 silver strike $0.50

Nyc individual eyes 944 smokey charcoals $0.49

Eyeliners

Revlon  colorstay Liquid liner 252 black brown $0.79

Maybelline ultra liner waterproof 302 dark brown $0.79

The Regular priced liner I bought was L.A colors Grafix eyeliner black $1.99 

Also I got the 2 travel size DHC cleansing oil Limited Edition Disney Alice in Wonderland I got the black and red one 

Quiero practicar mi español.

Seinto que necesito practicar mi español...................

Etude House and DHC haul (mostly Disney collection)

你好！！欢乐中国国庆节! This time last year I was still in China celebrating with Gang. We went to 爷爷 house to eat dumplings and celebrate. I am looking forward to going back next year!  Ok,  enough of me reminiscing about last year.

I purchased online some Limited Edition products from the Disney Collections. Unfortunately, not everything has arrived and is taking a long time T-T 

Etude House Cinderella  Collection Magic Any Cushion Case 

Etude House xoxo Minnie Collection  Any Cushion Case 

Etude House Fantastic Color eyes #2 Bohemian Soul 

Etude House Princess Happy Ending Belle Rose Cheek Blusher #2 Coral Shine Rose 

DHC Deep Cleansing Oil Limited Edition Disney Alice in Wonderland 200ml

我要去洗澡。Bye Bye!

Clearance Haul #4

Covergirl Ultimate Finish Liquid Powder makeup 405 ivory  

Covergirl Clean Sensitive Skin Pressed Powder 220 creamy natural 

Covergirl Simply Powder 530 classsic beige

Maybelline masters duo cream pencil 415 Bold Brown 

Maybelline master duo cream pencil 405 vibrant violet  

Maybelline master duo 2 in 1 glossy liquid liner

Covergirl + Olay CC eye rehab Concealer 350 medium 

Covergirl + Olay CC eye rehab Concealer 330 light 

Dollar Tree Make Up Remover Facial Wipes Review

Where to Buy? Dollar Tree

How many wipes do I get? 40 count wipes

What does it claim to do? The fastest and most effective way to clean face eyes daily. Its proprietary formula ensures softness and hydration. Vitamin E, Protects against external aggressions and premature aging. (from back of packaging)

How much do they cost? $1.00

Size? 4.7 x 7.8 inches 

*I bought these wipes with my own money * 

These wipes are horrible! They are so thin,small and don't take off make up very well . I rather buy the Epielle wipes from Bg Lots with are better quality and the same price. 

Sephora & Ulta Haul

Sephora:

Urban Decay Vice 3 eyeshadow palette 

Ulta:

Cargo Shanghai Nights Eyeshadow palette

Cargo Better -Than -Waterproof Mascara (free with purchase)

Cargo HD Picture Perfect Lip Primer (free with purchase)

HUGE Cosmetics Clearance Haul #3

Face Products:

Covergirl + Olay Pressed Powder 330 light

Maybelline Instant Age Rewind The Perfector Skin Smoothing Powder Medium 

Revlon Photoready Airbrush Mousse Makeup Nude

Maybelline Instant Age Rewind The Lifter Nude Beige

Eyeliners:

Maybelline Lasting Drama gel eyeliner 956 Eggplant

Maybelline masterduo 2 in 1 Glossy Liquid Liner Bronzed Shimmer 

Maybelline masterduo 2 in 1 Glossy Liquid Liner Violet Luster

Maybelline masterduo 2 in 1 Glossy Liquid Liner Navy Gleam

Covergirl liquilineblast eyeliner 420 brown blaze

Milani eyetech Liquid eyeliner Brown 

Covergirl Queen Collection eyeliner Q210 espresso

Covergirl Queen Collection Vivid Impact eyeliner Q325 amethyst 

Jordana Fabu Liner 02 Brown 

Revlon Colorstay creme gel eyeliner 003 plum

Revlon Colorstay creme gel eyeliner 002 brown

Eyeshadows:

Covergirl eye enhancers eyeshadow brown smolder

Covergirl eye enhancers eyeshadow snow blossom

Covergirl eye enhancers eyeshadow tapestry taupe

Covergirl eye enhancers eyeshadow mink

Covergirl eye enhancers eyeshadow bedazzled biscotti

Covergirl eye enhancers eyeshadow trio smoke alarm

Rimmel London quad Glam eyes eyeshadow 023 beauty spells 

Rimmel London quad Glam eyes eyeshadow 028 english breakfast
Rimmel London quad Glam eyes eyeshadow 031 Mayfair
Rimmel London quad Glam eyes eyeshadow 033 crown jewels
Rimmel London trio Glam eyes eyeshadow 624 lynx
Rimmel London trio Glam eyes eyeshadow 762 sumptuous toumaline
Covergirl Flamed out shadow pencil 305 crystal flames

Covergirl Flamed out shadow pencil 340 ginger flame

Covergirl Flamed out shadow pencil 310 red hot flame 

Mascaras:

Revlon Photoready 3d volume mascara 001 blackest black

Covergirl lashblast length mascara 800 very black 

Lip Products:

Maybelline superstay 14 hour lipstick 075 timeless crimson

Covergirl lip perfection jumbo gloss balm 255 twist jam

Almay liquid lip balm 300 apple a day 

Almay liquid lip balm 800 rosy lipped

Covergirl Lipstick 397 yummy

Covergirl lipstick 323 delicious

L'oreal infallible lipcolor 100 azalea