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I don't know why but one of the supervisor at work gave me a dirty look today. I really want to go back to my old position where I felt a bit more comfortable but now I feel I am doing everything wrong and so confused. after lunch I felt worse because she gave me such a dirty look and I did or said nothing wrong!

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I'm feeling extremely anxious right now. I need to get out of the house but I can't because no one is here to care for my mom. I feel so strange ....................

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I had such a horrible day at work by 7:30am I already wanted to go home. I wish people at work would just leave me alone and let me do my job.  I don't know why but everyday I have less and less energy. I'm hoping to find a job at an airline until so I can go back to college and finish my Child Development degree. I need a full time job since I can't get anything over 28 hours in retail. I wish I could just run away!

Sinful Colors Professional Nail Polish in Aqua

*** I received this nail polish for free in my Influenster surfs up Voxbox to review.****

Sinful Colors Nail Polish in Aqua is a very pretty blue which makes it great for summer. The picture was taken with two coats of nail polish. I did applied a Sally Hansen top coat after I took the picture. It did take really long to dry but other then that I love the color!.

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I finally have internet connection again! Our internet connection has been horrible since we change providers so my brother canceled our service and decided to get cable! We got it installed yesterday and it hasn't been going down or having errors! Work has been the same I got my hours cut more and twice the work. I have been told I've lost weight by two co workers and gotten many compliments 

 on my hair and nails lately. I haven't drank any cold drinks and been eating salads and fruit a lot. I been taking cup a noodles for lunch and tea.

I recently bought 6 bras. 2 Sofia Vergara bras and 4 Joe Boxers bras. 

I want to try doing my own gel nails so I bought the Kiss LED Gel Lamp, Kiss Gel Polish Gel Base,Kiss Top Coat, Kiss Gel Polish in Ballet.I will try it out next week once the cleanser I ordered comes in. 

I got some Deco tape and washi tape 

I also got my first filofax. I picked the filofax patent duck egg blue pocket size. I love the color!

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My whole family came for 4th of July and it was great! I also got a free Nicki Minaj and Adam Levine shirt at Kmart . I'm personally not a fan of Nicki or Adam but it was free if you texted a code and they would send a link to a coupon so why not? I picked the one with a Lions head and some the Nicki one has girls on it that are colorful. There wasn't much to choose from since it was later in the day.

Lately, Gang has been really mean to me and changed a lot.... I don't know what to do I know our relationship is long distance at the moment so I have a strong feeling he has feeling for another girl. I love him so much he is the first guy I have opened my heart to since my last relationship that really damage me and because of that I have trust issues and fear. I have been crying a lot and trying to hide it from everyone because I don't like others knowing I was crying.

Life is not going the way I want and work has become a nightmare for me. I have such a hard time getting up in the morning for work ! It isn't because I am lazy but I just dread the thought of going.

Here is a picture of my hair after my sister french braided it. I really liked it and I hope to learn so I can do it but I am just horrible at doing hair.

I went to Target with my niece to buy "women things" and I am surprise that is all I walked out with! I couldn't find anything cute not even in the dollar spot :(

This is me today. I have to do a better job staying out of the sun because I have become tan and that isn't good for me .