12/5/15

I went to TJ MAXX yesterday and found 2 more of the w7 palettes. I got the In the Buff: Lightly Toasted Natural Nudes eye colour palette and In the Night Smokey Shades.

 At Bath & Body Works I got a case for my pocketbac since they changed the packaging. I also got 3 Holiday pocketbacs. From Target I just picked up a new New York Color Liquid Eyeliner since i'm almost out of mine.

Morphe Haul

I purchased the Morphe Brushes 35O palette I've been eyeing for a some time now but was always sold out.I don't even want to use it because it's so beautiful!

Gifts from Aruba

My sister recently went to Aruba with her husband for his birthday. My brother in law and I have the same birthday so my sister got me a few things from Aruba. 

Ponche Aruba Cream Liquor ( I tried it yesterday and it almost taste like eggnog to me,has brandy and Rum, it's thick and  has a 10% alcohol level)

Aruba Coffee mug with a cute little spoon.

Aruba Aloe Ultra Hydrating Hand Lotion. (Smells so good!) It sounds like a very natural product from the description on the bottle. It has a website on the bottle www.ArubaAloe.com 

She also got me a face cream by the same brand Aruba Aloe but forgot it at home and will bring it next time .

Ann Taylor Loft and T.J.Maxx Haul

Loft was having an additional 60% off the clearance price sale. My sister and I went in to look and I ended up walking out with a pink beige knit sweater, a burnt orange cardigan and a plum purple cardigan. I have been in love with Loft for the Cardigans for a couple of years now.

I got these 90 Degree by Reflex blue sweat pants with zipper pockets for $10 clearance at T.J.Maxx from $16

From Kmart, I got this Red Body Heaven by Warner Shapewear. I actually got a good price after using a lot of store coupons and points. I paid around $14 for both and the total would have been $42.

11/13/15

I woke up so late today. I went running around 11 because I felt bad I didn't go yesterday and have been eating like a pig. I was on my 3rd lap when my phone suddenly rang and it was my friend crying. After 3 mintues she asked to meet me up at the park to talk. I was feeling pretty shitty myself since the night before I text that guy to meet up (which didn't happen) but I realized that I'm trying to use him to move on from this last guy. I'm so desperate to move on but I'm still so strung up on him which is making me pissed off at myself.  Why can't I move on? what is stopping me?? Afterwards I went back home and ate something greasy. sigh I will never learn. I realized my headphones were broken so I went to Ross. Again,there wasn't any good makeup which still sucks! I got some Philips  white headphones for $11.99 and some Rampage 3 pack lace boyshorts underwear for $5.99.   I just been home cleaning and listening to music.

Small Ross Panties Haul

I went to Ross with my Aunt that is visiting from Mexico. They didn't have any makeup sets that weren't broken :( I did try on some clothes on but sadly nothing looked right on me. I did find 3 sets of cute underwear. I don't know why but wearing cute panties and bras makes me happy. If only I had a boyfriend *just kidding*  That is the last thing I need right now lol I'm just going to be sexy for myself lol

Tommy Hilfiger blue,red,white polka dots bikini cut 

Marilyn Monroe purple and black briefs 

st.eve red and black lace see through bikini cut (my favorites)

Add Me on Snapchat

Add me on Snapchat! My Username is lattegirl03

11/9/15

From Hautelook.com 

the Balm Nude'tude Nude Eyeshadow Palette $18

TJ Maxx

w7 In The Buff Natural Nudes Eye Colour Palette

w7 In The Nude Nudes Eye Colour Palette

From CVS

wet n wild Mega last lipstick 917B Cinnamon Spice 

Makeup Academy Lipstick  #261 Brick

From Drugstore.com

Covergirl Star Wars The Force Awakens Lipstick  #70 Nude

Covergirl Star Wars The Force Awakens Lipstick  #30 Red

Covergirl Star Wars The Force Awakens Lipstick #20 Lilac

Covergirl Star Wars The Force Awakens Lipstick #50 Purple  

11/7/15

I'm 30 years old now.  I went out the next day with my friend for late night Happy Hour which was nice to get out of the house. I did my make up and dressed nice since I rarely dress nice anymore.

I'm still unemployed and broke. I'm trying to stay optimistic but it isn't easy. I have been really focusing on my weight loss at the moment. I was 191 ( Yes,I had let myself go) in the beginning of this year but I'm currently down to 178 pounds right now. I have been going to run everyday and started doing workout videos at home. I can finally see a difference which feels good but I know I'm no where near my goal weight. I stopped talking completely to that guy and staying away from all guys! I'm just going to focus on myself and making myself a better person. I started to look into LVN programs and wish I had help figuring it out so I  thought my sister would give me advice but as always I can't count on them. 

I really love Spotify and Snapchat apps. Honestly I couldn't even go one month without Spotify! 

On Halloween night I received a call from this one guy we only talk once every three months. He only calls me at night, drunk and just wanting to hook up lol I think its so funny how he thinks I'm like a toy or something to pull out only when he is bored and has no other option lol  I told him hell no and said talk to you in 3 months lol

I feel so blessed to have so many high school friends that have been motivating me during my weight loss. They leave me so many post on Facebook just getting me pumped up and wanting to keep going.

Kohala Tiki Soprano Ukulele

I ordered the Kohala Tiki Soprano Ukulele online from Guitar Center . I ordered the pink one and my total was $53.

Makeup Monsters Haul #makeupmonsters

I recently purchased two Matte Liquid Lipsticks from Makeup Monsters . It came wrapped in purple tissue paper, a sticker, and thank you card. The boxes are extremely cute!!! I got the Matte Liquid Lipsticks in Redwood and BlackenRed Heart.

4am and can't sleep....

I've been extremely stressed out with my home situation and being unemployed. I spent most of my days just cleaning the house and applying for jobs. I started to go jogging again but the L,A heat is so horrible I've only been doing 2 laps.This week I went through three emotional days that turned into me cutting again. Basically, I got some very hurtful text from him and I know we will never talk again. It made me realized how annoying I am and his thoughts of me (truth). I'm so afraid to text him ever again and I know he will never hit me up again. I don't know anymore. I wish I had my mom and my dog right now. I need my moms hugs so badly!

wet n wild Fall 2015 Here's to the Wild Ones lipstick swatches

Here are the swatches of the wet n wild Fall 2015 lipsticks. I have 5 out of the 6 only sorry!

Nightcap 34676

Photobomb 34675

On the Ave 34672

Vintage Vibe 34674

Coffee Buzz 34673

9/22/15

organix moroccan sea salt spray

organix kukui oil frizz defying curl cream

 City Color Harvest Moon Eyeshadow Palette

Darkside Star Wars The Force Awakens Limited Edition Cover Girl the supersizer lashblast mascara

Maybelline the falsies push up drama mascara

Sacha cream to powder foundation

Sacha buttercup setting powder

Wet n wild fall 2015 lipsticks. I'm missing 1 out of the 6 but keeping my eye out for it. 

I got wet n wild 34675 Photobomb

wet n wild 34672 On the Ave

wet n wild 34674 Vintage Vibe

wet n wild 34673 Coffee Buzz

wet n wild 34676 Nightcap

Ulta Haul

Clarisonic mia2 in pink

Ulta Gilded Gold 12 Natural eye shadow palette

Catrice Prime and Fine Mattifying Powder Waterproof

Catrice Ultimate Lash Multimizer Volume Mascara (free item)

Catrice Glamour Doll Curl & Volume Mascara

Catrice Kohl Kajal eyeliner 010 Ultra Black 

I always start to like a guy that will never like me back, I'm stupid.

Sephora and eBay haul

Too Faced Born This Way Undetectable Medium To Full Coverage Foundation in Sand

1028 Ultimate oil control powder x Hello Kitty 

Japanese Market Haul

Dolly Wink Limited Edition Black Mascara 02 Volume 

L.A. Girl Pressed Powder & Puff in Beige

L.A. Girl Matte Flat Finish Pigment Gloss in Timeless 

L.A. Girl Pro. Conceal H.D high definition concealer Creamy beige 

Dollar Tree Haul

wet n wild  coloricon eyeshadow single Sugar

wet n wild  coloricon eyeshadow single Brulee

2 wet n wild eyeshadow brush

april bath & shower bath brush

I ended up working Sunday so I can get Friday off this week. I'm back to my 4 hours a day schedule which in a way for me it's good since I don't want to be there. I've been thinking about my mom a lot again. I miss coming home from work and her asking me about my day. I miss her hugging me and telling me everything will be ok. I need her so much right now. I now she is in a better place and isn't in pain but  I want to be selfish and I want her with me at least 1 hour right now because I feel so shitty right now.

8/10/15

Milani Powder Blush 10 Awakening Rose 

Milani Powder Blush 11 Blossomtime Rose

Milani Powder Blush 09 American Beauty Rose

Milani Supreme Kohl Kajal Eyeliner 01 Blackest Black 

Solone Fantasy Wonderland Eyeshadow kit 

Real Techniques Miracle Complexion Sponge 

equate Makeup Remover Cleansing Towelettes Compare to Neutrogena Makeup Remover Cleaning Towelettes

equate Night-Time Soothing Makeup Remover Towelettes Compare To Neutrogena Night Calming Cleansing Towelettes 

8/5/15

Ebay 10pcs pink brushes.

Soho London Disney Ariel 2 Brush Set

 Makeup Revolution London Stripped & Bare eyeshadow palette * I bought it from the Ulta website and I'm disappointed the shadows aren't named unlike the ones you order from their website*

essence all about chocolates eyeshadow

Maybelline Colorblur by Lip Studio Cream Matte Pencil 30 Partner in Crimson 

Maybelline Colorblur by Lip Studio Cream Matte Pencil 46 I'm Blushing 

Maybelline Color Sensesational 682 Blushing Pout Matte

 Kracie ichikami smoothing shampoo and conditioner  

Kracie ichikami Hair mask

Tsubaki damage Care conditioner 

City Color Photo Chic 15 brush Set

Walmart I Got some Journals and Sharpie Pens Special Edition 

Last night I hung out with my good friend and we went to Roscoe's House of Chicken and Waffles. I had been there before a long time ago and forgot how good it is! We stayed there like 2 hours just talking and eating so it was fun. I scared off the guy I like because my stupid ass was drinking and sent a text saying I wouldn't mind having his baby. Why the fuck did I say that??? I'm so stupid.. Now he won't even text me and I miss him a lot...... It's my own fault.....

I'm exhausted!!! I worked the 8 hours today. I didn't want to wake up at all this morning because I having such a good sleep because I hung out with him last night for like 3 hours and a half. He pulled up to my driveway around 7pm and we hung out at his place. I hate work so much!! Like I hate it with a passion!!

The one sister I really don't get along with sent me a text saying my mom came to her in a dream. My mom was crying in the dream because was really worried about me and I wasn't taking care of myself. My mom told her she was worried something bad will happen to me. Honestly, I don't know if I should believe it or not. Why wouldn't my mom come to me in a dream instead? Why send the message to the one sister I really don't talk to tell me that? I don't know

So my family decided to send my dog to the pound while I was at work.  He was through so much with me and they took him away from me! Who is going to listen to me while I'm hanging out in the garage drinking? who is going to follow me everywhere in the backyard?? I swear everything I love is taken from me! last night I got a call from that guy from November at 12am. I answered thinking it was important and it turned into a 3 hour conversation with his drunk self. LOL It reminded me how much I enjoy talking to him because he is so funny.

He gave me a ride home a couple weeks ago from work since we got off around the same time. *Sigh* I like him so much! I only sleep well after being with him or when I spend the night with him at his house. I love being in his arms after just cuddling, talking, and watching t.v. Waking up in the morning next to him and he asks me " how did you sleep? " I love when he hugs me. I really wish I was his girlfriend but I know that will never happen..... He makes me smile and I feel happy when I'm with him. I know to him I'm nothing but to me he is someone special and was there for me  since the day before my moms funeral, cheering me up. Now I'm nothing to him ...

I'm not a religious person but I just don't understand somethings.Why does he put people in my lives to make me feel happy and suddenly takes them away from me, why did I start liking him ?? Why did God send him my way ??? I didn't want anyone else in my life!! I didn't ask for him to give me his number! why???? He made me feel so happy and suddenly just like that he stops talking to me! Why  would you do that God????!!! I'm already dealing with enough shit and you suddenly do that!!!! Why would you do that?????????

6-20-15

I bought some vitamins because I'm hoping to it will help me.

GNC Women's Ultra Mega Energy & Metabolism - I've taken these before and I felt it helped me out with the weight loss a bit.

GNC Women's Evening Primrose Oil - My Therapist actually told me to look into these and was worth a try,These are suppose to help with hormonal balance.

Nature Made B- Complex- This one helps convert Food into Energy,

Nature Made B-12 - This was another recommendation from my Therapist. It says its a mood booster which I really need right now,

 I placed an order from this Uk makeup brand Makeup Revolution. I bought 6 palettes from the Salvation Line.

Revolution Dia De Los Muertos

Revolution Girl Panic 

Revolution Unicorns Unite

Revolution Run Boy Run 

Revolution Welcome to Pleasuredome

Revolution Give them Nightmares 

6/13/15

♥Revlon Singe eyeshadow Moss

♥Revlon Single eyeshadow Charcoal

♥Revlon Single eyeshadow Chocolate

♥Revlon Single eyeshadow Eggplant

♥Revlon ColorStay 16 Hour Eye Shadow 535 Goddess

♥LA Splash Smitten Lip Tint  Mousse Lovegood

♥LA Splash Lip Couture waterproof liquid lipstick Vampire

♥Daiso BB Face Cream in Ocre

♥Daiso Natural Beauty Eyelashes W404, W101, W303
♥Daiso pens, and decorative tape. a pack of memos
♥ Daiso 2 cotton squares packs

6/6/15

Yesterday I went to my very first therapy session. I called off work because I couldn't even handle it and scheduled an emergency therapy session. I decided to go weekly to my sessions because I really need it. 

I got the 6 new Rimmel London Keep Calm and Lip Balms. I love the cute packaging and were $2.50 each.

Keep Calm and Love 060 Crystal Clear

Keep Calm and Play 040 Berry Blush

Keep Calm and Kiss 020 Pink Blush

Keep Calm and Party 050 Violet Blush

Keep Calm and Shop 010 Clear

Keep Calm and Rock 030 Rose Blush  

I also picked up this Herbal Essences Ends On The Mend Keratin Serum for my hair.

5/30/15

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I went to Walmart to pick up a prescription for my sister. I bought 2 new foundations (like I need any more)  I purchased the 

Covergirl outlast stay luminous natural glow foundation in 842 medium beige

Maybelline SuperStay Better Skin Skin-Transforming Foundation in 30 Warm Nude

Hard Candy Natural Eyes Neutral eyeshadow Palette

5/24/15

I went to the mall with my co worker to find her boyfriend a gift, We stopped at Ulta where I bought the Rose Gold eyeshadow palette. 

We hit up the  Victoria's Secret 7 for $27 underwear sale.

 I picked up some cute tops at Ross.

I've been very out of it, I honestly have no idea half the time what I'm doing, I feel so much mixed emotions since my mom passed away. The guy I was talking to started acting like a jerk to me. One day he was so sweet and the next he is  being a jerk to me. Sigh My mom was the reason I wasn't running around crazy and now that she is gone I'm doing stupid shit.  I miss her so much.

I just don't understand! I asked someone how was their day and apparently that turned into bye!! I don't get this shit if that person didn't want to talk to me or just in a bad mood why the fuck even reply? or just say "hey I don't feel like talking"  They don't have to be so rude and make me feel like shit!

Why the hell am I the one chasing after guys that have no interest in me??? I need to stop that before I get hurt again! Why waste my time on someone when I can be doing something productive? Today I will try my hardest to move on and stop chasing after this guy.

It's raining,I finished drinking my beer and now I'm all depressed! I feel so miserable. It's like if there was a God he is playing a sick joke with me! He took my mom away and I started like this guy that has no interested in me. I want my mom back!!!!I miss her so much! life is so unfair!!

5♥12♥15

I bought a couple of new things on the weekend. I went to Forever 21 to buy earrings since I keep losing mine,  When I went to get my second ear piercing I stopped by a beauty store where I bought

♥Beauty Treats Concealer Palette

♥L.A. Girl Matte Flat Finish Pigment Gloss Secret

♥by apple Super Lash  Mascara Black

♥City Color Shadow Primer

5♥7♥15

 I have been hitting up the Target $1 section and have found a lot of cute stationary, 

I also got uni Style Fit Disney Romantic Minnie and Hi Tec C Coleto earth music & ecology

♥ bh cosmetics Galaxy Chic 18 color baked eye shadow palette

♥ Too Faced Hangover Rx Replenishing Face Primer

♥ Hard Candy Sheer Envy Conceal & Corrector Palette Light Medium

♥Flower Beauty Shadow Play Quad Smoke and Mirrors

♥Skin Food Sugar Bloom Shadow Box 

♥Etude House Fantastic Color Eyes Cherry Blossom

♥Etude House Color Eyes Rose Garden

♥ L'oreal Infallible Makeup Extender Setting Spray 

♥ L'oreal Voluminous Miss Manga Rock Mascara

♥Hard Candy Glamoflauge invisible camouflage foundation

♥Hard Candy Fast & Fabulous translucent powder

♥wet n wild 360 plumped up lashes mascara

 ♥wet n wild powder brush  

♥ wet n wild limited edition color icon blush glow trio Sunset Junction

♥L.A, Girl Matte Flat Finish Pigment Gloss Rebel

♥L.A. Girl Matte Flat Finish Pigment Gloss Frisky

♥♥♥ Here are some random pictures from Saturday♥♥♥