City Colors Cosmetics Haul

City Color Intense Blush Quad Collections 1-4

City Color Be Matte Lipstick in Denise M25, Cammi M26, Jasmin M29, Felicia M27, Marissa M28, Gwen M30

Shea Moisture Coconut & Hibiscus Curling Gel Souffle

N.Y.C. Smooth Skin Fini Parfait BB Radiance Perfecting Powder 002 Warm Beige 

Nature Republic Haul

I went to the Nature Republic store near me and spent $58! 

Nature Republic Lemon Balm Given by Nature Mask Sheet

Nature Republic Tomato Given by nature Tomato Mask Sheet

2 Nature Republic The First Essential Mask Sheet *I got these for free*

2 Nature Republic Argan 20 degree Mask Sheet *I got these for free*

Nature Republic Ultra Fresh Jelu Carbonic H2o Cleansing Water Gift Set

Nature Republic Skin Smoothing Almond Peeling Gel 

Nature Republic Orignal Power brightening eye cream 

Nature Republic 35 Mild California Aloe Sun Block * I LOVE THIS SUNBLOCK!*

also got some Exo-M freebies! hehehe

Weekend.

Friday I got my ears pierced again after they closed years ago. 

On Saturday, I stayed over my sisters house to babysit my nieces while they went out to celebrate my brother in laws B-Day. 

 

My fat ass had some carne asada nachos.

Sunday, I ran off the nachos I ate on Saturday lol

1/21/15

I miss talking to him so much! I wish I could just push a button and delete him from my mind. He wouldn't even answer the phone if I called him so there is no point in calling. 

Today I found this cute little spider man hand soap for my key chain. I got rejected by the Kaiser plan for L.A Care Program by Covered California. This whole Covered California thing is so confusing. 

1/20/15

NYX Conceal Correct Contour Light

L'oreal Infallible Pro-Matte Lasting Matte Finish 16 Hour Powder 200 Natural Beige 

L'oreal Infallible Pro-Matte Demi - Matte Finish 103  24 Hour Foundation 103 Natural Buff

Wet n Wild Silk Finish Lipstick 537A Blind Date

Lorac Mega Pro Palette 32 eyeshadows

Funny He said we would be friends but there was never any room for me to be his friend... I was not good enough for him to be his friend.. ... funny....

1/19/15

I think I'm going crazy. I have been trying do hard to forget him and move on but I even keep dreaming about him now! I really wish I was mixed with Vulcan blood like Spock just so I can suppress my emotions.  This is horrible. I can't let myself fall another guy again. I need to close my heart like I had done before.

Last night I've been reflecting on myself and I realized that I actually like science. I enjoy learning about it but never really focused in my classes ( I was a horrible student.) Also I tend to like guys that play instruments... lol

1/10/15

I'm sick of people treating my like shit I tend to let others walk all over me and I need to stop that. Lately I have been listening to StarTalk Radio a lot and I'm still trying to get my life back on track.

Physicians Formula shimmer strips custom eye enhancing shadow & liner extreme shimmer in nude eyes

Physicians Formula Touch of Glow Stick Nude Wear in Nude Glow 

Maybelline master conceal by facestudio camouflaging 20 light

Maybelline master prime by facestudio primer + base 100 blur + smooth 

NYX Wonder Stick Highlight and Contour stick light/medium

Flower Beauty Hollywood Secret concealer kit

Burt's Bees Renewal Intensive firming serum with Hibiscus and Apple

1/5/15

I got some new stuff. I feel hungry right now but I don't want to eat...... I'm so weird but when I smell some certain thing I think of him..

Physicians Formula argan wear Ultra Norishing Argan Oil BB Cream SPF30 Light/Medium 

Physicians Formula Sexy Booster Cat eye Collection Liquid Eyeliner 24 hours Ultra Black

Physicians Formula Touch of Glow Foundation Nude Wear Light/Medium

Maybelline Color Molten by Eyestudio 301 Taupe Craze 

Smashbox on the rocks Photo Op eyeshadow Luxe Palette 28 eyeshadows

1/4/15

Just finished washing my face,  had a couple of drinks and feel shitty. I don't know what the hell I'm doing with my life.

I have to leave soon to go to my laser appt. that takes me almost 2 hours on the bus. I started thinking about him again last night and I'm feeling depressed. I think he was too good for me I'm not smart, pretty, or have anything special about myself so I should understand I never had a chance with him. Maybe I'll feel better once I get out of the house. The past two days I have been eating a lot but I went running yesterday.I realized why people own running shoes because the sneakers I use are so uncomfortable.  I haven't drank also in two days which was really hard! I think I was starting to get addicted to it. I better go finish getting ready.

1/3/15

The first shirt I bought was the waiting for the bus from teeturtle.com 

The second shirt is a Doctor Who shirt from TEEPUBLIC 

Third, from Walmart I bought a Marvel shirt and sweater.

Last, is a Doctor Who cardigan from Her Universe.

Front of Cardigan

back of the cardigan 

wet n wild Prep & Prime

I felt better today. I tried to focus on work more and not think of other things. I bought the new wet n wild  Prep & Prime set . It cost $4.99 and come with the wet n wild coverall primer and wet n wild coverall correcting palette.

Happy New Year! I woke up with a more clear mind today.I'm still really down but I see things a bit more clear. Went to the park but I only ran two laps because some idiots at the park were annoying me when I passed by them. I decided to walk to the market after because I was hungry and i'm sick of fast food. I bought to make wheat spaghetti with morning star fake ground beef , onion and mushrooms.  I'll probably eat that all week with a salad for dinner. My brother is suppose to arrive today from the hospital after having surgery. It has been helping me write my feelings on this blog! Well, that is so far my day....

Yesterday I bought the new wet n wild mascara Lash Out Loud MAX Volume. The packaging is really cute.  

Picked up a bottle of Jack Daniel's for myself also.lol

I have been listening to Jay Chou - Ming Ming Jiu  明明就 for some reason I can relate to the lyrics.

I'm blogging from my phone. He sent me a text after 5 days!!!!! He sent me "happy new year". I feel so stupid because I'm over here worried about him and missing him and He doesn't give a shit about it.  I need to start being a bitch!