2/21/15

On Wednesday when I got home from work my father started going off on me because he saw a picture of Gang and I on my facebook. He started calling me a slut and saying that he dumped me and that is the reason I came back.

On Thursday, I went to my co workers house to hang out. I had such a great time! She made me a couple drinks of Vodka and Red Bull.

On Friday, my other co- worker picked me up from work and we went to sign up for a gym membership at planet fitness. After signing up we went to Chipolte, the mall and get our eyebrows waxed.

The free t-shirt they gave us with the membership.

I bought two bow headbands from forever 21 and a pack of three hair scrunchies. 

I got from Target this crochet tank for $20. 

I ordered some vitamins from doTERRA that are suppose to help with weightloss Slim & Sassy Metabolic Blend 90 Softgels . I'm almost done with my GNC bottle so I wanted to try these out. 

2/15/15

I bought 3 Jaclyn Smith bras and 1 Hanes bra.

This Old Navy workout hoodie sweater that I absolutely love already!  I also bought a new sports bra by the brand Everlast because my other sports bra is getting worn out.

I bought a bracelet set on an Etsy online store Ivy League Uniques.   It's 3 bracelets that came in a mala bag. swavorski crystals, smokey quartz, chrysocolla

From Ulta I bought the Nyx HD Finishing Powder in Banana and Essence How to make your face wow make up box..

And lastly I finally got my Fitbit charge hr!! I love it so much!! The bad thing is that my phone is not compatible with the caller id but other then that it works perfect!!

5/26/15

I have been listening to Camila- Mientes a lot. When I heard it years back I liked it but now the lyrics fit what is going in my life.

"Mientes, me haces daño y luego te arrepientes
Ya no tiene caso que lo intentes
No me quedan ganas de sentir
Y llegas cuando estoy a punto de olvidarte
Busca tu camino en otra parte
Mientras busco el tiempo que perdí
Que hoy estoy mejor sin ti" - Camila

2/9/15

My sister came yesterday for a visit with my nieces and my brother in law. I just wasn't in a good mood at all. I don't mind her visiting but I HATE when she comes in my room and goes through my things.  She starts touching my makeup and perfumes without asking  SHIT I don't go to her house and touch her things! Then she acts like she is poor but in reality she has nothing but high end makeup and perfumes! I love her and all but I just somethings piss me off.

She gave me this Too Faced melted  in melted sugar which is a pretty nude color.

Also I switched phone service providers from Sprint to T-mobile, Last weekend I got so pissed because I wasn't getting any service at all and Sunday I was getting two days of past text messages! My brother had told me to switch to T-Mobile so I did!  

I feel so drained right now.... I need to move out soon because I'm sick of being treated like a 12 y.o when I'm 29. I'm only living here because of my mom! I have hatred towards my father which I know it's a bad thing but I honestly do. I always told my mom she should have divorced him and why she even stayed with him.

I've been listening to Justin Timberlake- Not a bad thing non stop.

Nail of the Week

I used the wet n wild nail polish in 34429 Echo Dark and Sally Hansen Fuzzy Coat Nail Color in 400 Tight Knit. 

2/8/15

I have been running more and eating better for  3 weeks already. I have just started to notice that my clothes are fitting more lose. The weight lose is going slow but I guess if I didn't ran more, gave up drinking and eating more healthy then I am the progress would be better. This is a good beginning for me because I am making better decisions when it comes to eating. One step at a time!

I'm feeling sad even though it has been weeks I still miss the late calls with him (even if it was just him drunk calling me) I don't understand why it is so hard for me to move on after this guy. I still feel myself wanting to cry. I don't understand why I am so stupid.

I want to be sexy but I don't know how.....  I'm such a socially awkward person. I have horrible people skills, I say random things and I never know what to say.

2/7/15

Coastalscents Revealed Palette 2

Rimmel London Provocalips 16 HR Kiss Proof Lip Colour 550 Play With Fire

Nicole by OPI Party Bus 

Nicole by OPI A-Nise Treat

Sally Hansen Fuzzy Coat Textured Nail Color 400 Tight Knit

Sally Hansen Fuzzy Coat Textured Nail Color 300 Peach Fuzz

Sally Hansen Fuzzy Coat Textured Nail Color 600 Fuzzy Fantasy

Sally Hansen Fuzzy Coat Textured Nail Color Wool Knot

Sally Hansen Sugar Shimmer Textured Nail Color 05 Mint Tint

Rimmel London Lasting Finish 25HR with Comfort Serum 200 Soft Beige

Ruby Kisses MATTE Lipstick Vampire Red

Milani 40 Cabaret Blend Lipstick

ULTA

essence Lash Princess Volume Mascara

NYX Color Correcting Concealer palette

Mini Ulta Lip Crayon Bon Voyage (free)

bareMinerals marvelous Moxie lipgloss Rebel (free)

2/3/15

I bought the new wet n wild Fergie Centerstage Collection Photo Focus Studio Eyeshadow Palette in A226 Milano Collections. 

For the first time in my life I bought myself real jewelry. It isn't anything special but I can't wear fake earrings due to that I am allergic to it so I bought myself a sterling silver Genuine Diamond 1/10CTTW Heart Studs. I don't know anything about jewelry but I paid $29 so I'm not sure if that was a good price.

I had a Mickey's beer and a bud light today. I just been so annoyed at work and I feel so stressed out at home with my parents. I wish my Dad would stop treating me like a 12 y.o and remember i'm 29, I wouldn't be living at home if my mom never had the stroke so that brings me down.