11/9/15

From Hautelook.com 

the Balm Nude'tude Nude Eyeshadow Palette $18

TJ Maxx

w7 In The Buff Natural Nudes Eye Colour Palette

w7 In The Nude Nudes Eye Colour Palette

From CVS

wet n wild Mega last lipstick 917B Cinnamon Spice 

Makeup Academy Lipstick  #261 Brick

From Drugstore.com

Covergirl Star Wars The Force Awakens Lipstick  #70 Nude

Covergirl Star Wars The Force Awakens Lipstick  #30 Red

Covergirl Star Wars The Force Awakens Lipstick #20 Lilac

Covergirl Star Wars The Force Awakens Lipstick #50 Purple  

11/7/15

I'm 30 years old now.  I went out the next day with my friend for late night Happy Hour which was nice to get out of the house. I did my make up and dressed nice since I rarely dress nice anymore.

I'm still unemployed and broke. I'm trying to stay optimistic but it isn't easy. I have been really focusing on my weight loss at the moment. I was 191 ( Yes,I had let myself go) in the beginning of this year but I'm currently down to 178 pounds right now. I have been going to run everyday and started doing workout videos at home. I can finally see a difference which feels good but I know I'm no where near my goal weight. I stopped talking completely to that guy and staying away from all guys! I'm just going to focus on myself and making myself a better person. I started to look into LVN programs and wish I had help figuring it out so I  thought my sister would give me advice but as always I can't count on them. 

I really love Spotify and Snapchat apps. Honestly I couldn't even go one month without Spotify! 

On Halloween night I received a call from this one guy we only talk once every three months. He only calls me at night, drunk and just wanting to hook up lol I think its so funny how he thinks I'm like a toy or something to pull out only when he is bored and has no other option lol  I told him hell no and said talk to you in 3 months lol

I feel so blessed to have so many high school friends that have been motivating me during my weight loss. They leave me so many post on Facebook just getting me pumped up and wanting to keep going.

Kohala Tiki Soprano Ukulele

I ordered the Kohala Tiki Soprano Ukulele online from Guitar Center . I ordered the pink one and my total was $53.

Makeup Monsters Haul #makeupmonsters

I recently purchased two Matte Liquid Lipsticks from Makeup Monsters . It came wrapped in purple tissue paper, a sticker, and thank you card. The boxes are extremely cute!!! I got the Matte Liquid Lipsticks in Redwood and BlackenRed Heart.

4am and can't sleep....

I've been extremely stressed out with my home situation and being unemployed. I spent most of my days just cleaning the house and applying for jobs. I started to go jogging again but the L,A heat is so horrible I've only been doing 2 laps.This week I went through three emotional days that turned into me cutting again. Basically, I got some very hurtful text from him and I know we will never talk again. It made me realized how annoying I am and his thoughts of me (truth). I'm so afraid to text him ever again and I know he will never hit me up again. I don't know anymore. I wish I had my mom and my dog right now. I need my moms hugs so badly!

wet n wild Fall 2015 Here's to the Wild Ones lipstick swatches

Here are the swatches of the wet n wild Fall 2015 lipsticks. I have 5 out of the 6 only sorry!

Nightcap 34676

Photobomb 34675

On the Ave 34672

Vintage Vibe 34674

Coffee Buzz 34673

9/22/15

organix moroccan sea salt spray

organix kukui oil frizz defying curl cream

 City Color Harvest Moon Eyeshadow Palette

Darkside Star Wars The Force Awakens Limited Edition Cover Girl the supersizer lashblast mascara

Maybelline the falsies push up drama mascara

Sacha cream to powder foundation

Sacha buttercup setting powder

Wet n wild fall 2015 lipsticks. I'm missing 1 out of the 6 but keeping my eye out for it. 

I got wet n wild 34675 Photobomb

wet n wild 34672 On the Ave

wet n wild 34674 Vintage Vibe

wet n wild 34673 Coffee Buzz

wet n wild 34676 Nightcap